Where Is Domina Amanda?!?!?
October 13, 2009
I will have news about what is happening with Domina Amanda soon.
That’s all I can say for now.
- maleslave
Medical Fetish Pictures of Domina Amanda
December 18, 2008
Domina Amanda has posted a number of new pictures to her female domination diary. They were taken at a Halloween party she participated in this year. She allowed me to post a small part of one here. A link to others is at the bottom of this post.
The party was femdom themed of course, with rooms dedicated to all different fetish fantasies. As one of the ladies asked by the hostesses to help run things, Domina Amanda took control of the medical fetish room with two of her dominatrix friends. Fitting this theme, the room was designed to mimic a medical clinic transformed into a BDSM torture chamber for cruel examinations, forced treatments and femdom interrogation. Domina Amanda told me that night that she intended to give medical fetish novices the shock of their lives, pushing things to the very edge of the femdom party’s limits.
The pictures were taken before the fetish party began, so the lighting is clear. In them, Domina Amanda is dressed as a nurse, preparing for a forced feminization session centered on the administration of hormonal injections to a sissy boy beginning his transformation into a female.
She told me this forced feminization session began with the sissy boy being dragged into the medical clinic for a thorough examination. Stripped naked and held down by the room’s two “slave guards”, the boy’s body was then shaved and cleaned, including a deep enema as fits the medical fetish theme of the chamber. From there he was anally abused until docile enough to begin the administration of his hormonal injections. Then, made to dress as a girl in heels, fishnets, a slutty dress, wig and makeup, “she” was forced to suck the cock of one of the guards while the other took “her“ ass, right there on the medical examination table. A nice forced bi ending to this boy’s forced feminization.
She has said that this was only one of the fetish outfits she wore that night, but the pictures were taken early on when the lights were still up, so these were the best “posed” ones. She mentions a latex officer’s outfit she wore during a femdom interrogation that occurred later on. Through deft application of the cruel potentials of medical fetish play, the disobedient slave boy was systematically broken and made to talk.
You can find the rest of the pictures on Domina Amanda’s website here – Medical Fetish Pictures
(Her site is moving – I will post updated links when it is ready and she sends me the info)
Thinking More About Feminization and Its Complexity
November 2, 2008
I wrote a post a couple months back about feminization, asking what the attraction is to it. Not a question asked in a negative tone, or me trying to say there is something wrong with it, or that I can’t see why anyone would be into it. I asked because I can imagine that the reasons are very diverse, covering not just guys into feminization in the sense of wanting to be female, but also those who want to be forced into it as more a masochistic turn on.
I think it’s obviously a complex subject, but also one where there is some conflict. For some, the attraction to feminization is liberating, nothing negative at all about it, but rather something very positive that’s longed for and healthy. While for others the attraction is rooted in masochism, with forced feminization, crossdressing and forced bisexuality feeding a sexual want to be abused and embarrassed. Something negative in the sense that the forced act is perceived as something shameful, but not at all negative in the end since it brings intense sexual enjoyment.
The contrast between the two I would think somewhat insulting to those who see feminization as a release from being trapped in a body they don’t feel is right for them. The idea that someone else engages in a mock version of what you are, and for what matter what you love, because they see it as disgustingly shameful and actually get sexually excited over that idea… I’m sure cross dressers, sissies and those actually going through feminization have learned to grow a thick skin, but still. I don’t think anyone would like the idea of even a beloved hobby, let alone a lifestyle, being seen as a bad joke to be engaged in only for the enjoyment of male humiliation.
Personally, I’m not into feminization. I don’t see myself as a girl inside and I have no desire to dress or act like one. I’m not attracted to guys either… though I’m sure my dwelling on this subject will make some wonder if I’m in some sort of denial LOL. It’s not that.
As a submissive male, I can understand the powerful effect of something like forced bi. Add to it forced feminization, and while dressing like a girl might not itself turn on the slave, the effect of being so “owned” by another person that she can transform you not just from free to property, but from male to female, is very powerful.
I have to say that being made to dress like a woman – really any degree of forced feminization – would be extremely humiliating to me. I mean that as no offense to the sissy crowd, it’s just that I am a man. A sissy sees himself as herself; not a man but a woman, so there is nothing humiliating there and that is “her” choice. I don’t see myself that way, but as someone experiencing male slave training, being so transformed would have a tremendous psychological effect. Female domination of a whole other kind, providing a deeper sense of objectification and loss of individuality through both embarrassment and replacement of identity with that chosen by another. Add forced bi to the feminization and the “dress” becomes more than just a surface coating but something extremely real. Being forced to be the “girl” in a bisexual act with another man, or a dominant woman armed with a strapon, is a level of vulnerability and submission men normally never face in sex.
Not done with this yet, I’ll post more later -
BTW, here’s a link to a Free Feminization Audio that Domina Amanda recorded.
- maleslave




