December 18, 2008
Domina Amanda has posted a number of new pictures to her female domination diary. They were taken at a Halloween party she participated in this year. She allowed me to post a small part of one here. A link to others is at the bottom of this post.
The party was femdom themed of course, with rooms dedicated to all different fetish fantasies. As one of the ladies asked by the hostesses to help run things, Domina Amanda took control of the medical fetish room with two of her dominatrix friends. Fitting this theme, the room was designed to mimic a medical clinic transformed into a BDSM torture chamber for cruel examinations, forced treatments and femdom interrogation. Domina Amanda told me that night that she intended to give medical fetish novices the shock of their lives, pushing things to the very edge of the femdom party’s limits.
The pictures were taken before the fetish party began, so the lighting is clear. In them, Domina Amanda is dressed as a nurse, preparing for a forced feminization session centered on the administration of hormonal injections to a sissy boy beginning his transformation into a female.
She told me this forced feminization session began with the sissy boy being dragged into the medical clinic for a thorough examination. Stripped naked and held down by the room’s two “slave guards”, the boy’s body was then shaved and cleaned, including a deep enema as fits the medical fetish theme of the chamber. From there he was anally abused until docile enough to begin the administration of his hormonal injections. Then, made to dress as a girl in heels, fishnets, a slutty dress, wig and makeup, “she” was forced to suck the cock of one of the guards while the other took “her“ ass, right there on the medical examination table. A nice forced bi ending to this boy’s forced feminization.
She has said that this was only one of the fetish outfits she wore that night, but the pictures were taken early on when the lights were still up, so these were the best “posed” ones. She mentions a latex officer’s outfit she wore during a femdom interrogation that occurred later on. Through deft application of the cruel potentials of medical fetish play, the disobedient slave boy was systematically broken and made to talk.
You can find the rest of the pictures on Domina Amanda’s website here – Medical Fetish Pictures
(Her site is moving – I will post updated links when it is ready and she sends me the info)
November 4, 2008
I was talking about feminization and sissy training, and drifted into the more masochistic male slave forms of these things, like forced crossdressing and forced bi sexuality.
Motivations for feminization are obviously unique to the individual. While some are men who truly want to become women – which maybe we could say is the “pure” form of female transformation – others are into it from a strictly sexual stance; masochistic and often inclusive of some kind of forced bi. Not all of these in the latter case actually enjoy feminization for what it is supposed to be about – they don’t want to be women – many enjoy it for the male humiliation and strong feelings of submission. (Though I should also add that there are plenty of crossdressers who are also submissive and masochistic enjoying both sissy femdom play and feminization.)
I think it’s the same way with forced bi fantasies and the attraction to stories with such themes. When you add femdom to any of this, you don’t necessary have to be otherwise into bi sex acts to enjoy it all. Like forced feminization, the femdom component is the main thrill for many – a woman forcing your to do what she wants, not matter how extreme. Masochism and submission, rather than primarily bisexuality. In fact for those that are truly straight, being made to dress like a woman and perform bi sex acts on another man is tremendously humiliating and demeaning. But instead of being just revolting and shameful, and thus loathsome, those negative feelings end up being sexually exciting, as they turn into intense sexual pleasure to the masochistic male slave. It’s the femdom component and the necessary masochistic inclinations of the one being made to perform.
That’s not to say that all guys into forced bi play aren’t hiding something. I’m sure plenty of guys who are into these things are probably bisexual but don’t want to fully face that. But through this kind of femdom forced bi, the guy can live out his bisexual fantasies without having to admit the truth fully to himself. He can fall back on the “forced” component – “she made me do it” – while consciously seeing his attraction to be only to the beautiful dominatrix – a female – and his want to be her slave and do as she commands him.
As a male slave, I can see the fetish attraction to both forced feminization and forced bi. Such a complete and shocking sense of being owned and having no control at all. When one thinks of female domination they think of bondage, whips and a cruel dominatrix in leather. This is so much more than femdom torture or punishment in those mundane senses, this is transformation beyond male slavery. In that way it is exciting to me, even if I don’t want to dress like a girl, and it’s perhaps even more masochistically exciting for that exact reason. Even if it’s not something I’d probably subject myself to, femdom forced bi stories and tales of similiar theme are still very arousing for reasons I’ve said.
Domina Amanda is writing a series of stories about a sissy slut she has. In them, she isn’t forcing the slave to be a girl, but is turning him/her into a whore. I admit something like that is very hot to me, and the scenes she describes in her story as the sissy whore begins to service men has a very hot quality to it (I put a link to it at the bottom of this post). Something like forced bi cock sucking, or anal sex – the idea of how shockingly submissive and degrading that is; such an extreme sense of female domination and abject male slavery. I guess you could say that while I’ve never looked at men that way, and the idea of that alone does nothing for me, I do look at dominant women that way – the dominatrix would be the focus, and it would be her that was doing the things to me.
Would I do it by pure choice? No, because I don’t want to dress up like a sissy and I am straight (and homosexuality on its own turns me off – no offense). But if I was made to do it by a dominatrix like Amanda, that would be different. The turn on would be how submissive the act is and how degrading. The other male is just an object – a sex toy being used by her, and the bi sex is a form of masochistic torture – something the male slave is being subjected to. You aren’t really being that much of a slave if everything you do is totally what you want to. It’s when you do things you never would, because a hot fetish dominatrix commands it, that you really feel your slavery. And the more extreme is it, as in the case of forced bi, the more deeply that submission and masochism is felt. Not saying it’s something you start off with, it’s better for those already deeply into their male slave training.
Whatever the case femdom forced bi stories are intensely hot displays of dominance and submission. All the more so if the male slave is straight and even replused by bisexuality.
Here’s the link to that story I told you about earlier, it’s Part 7 in a series, and is really hot and dirty. You can find the other chapters on linked to it -
Free Forced Bi Stories – “Whore Bent Over In An Alley” (her old site closed :(
Domina Amanda’s new sites are now open.
She’ll need time to build them into the massive thing her old diary was.
She’s already posting free audio clips to one…
Dominatrix Phone Sex
And her new femdom diary is growing quickly…
I’m sure it will include many of her infamous forced bi stories.
November 2, 2008
I wrote a post a couple months back about feminization, asking what the attraction is to it. Not a question asked in a negative tone, or me trying to say there is something wrong with it, or that I can’t see why anyone would be into it. I asked because I can imagine that the reasons are very diverse, covering not just guys into feminization in the sense of wanting to be female, but also those who want to be forced into it as more a masochistic turn on.
I think it’s obviously a complex subject, but also one where there is some conflict. For some, the attraction to feminization is liberating, nothing negative at all about it, but rather something very positive that’s longed for and healthy. While for others the attraction is rooted in masochism, with forced feminization, crossdressing and forced bisexuality feeding a sexual want to be abused and embarrassed. Something negative in the sense that the forced act is perceived as something shameful, but not at all negative in the end since it brings intense sexual enjoyment.
The contrast between the two I would think somewhat insulting to those who see feminization as a release from being trapped in a body they don’t feel is right for them. The idea that someone else engages in a mock version of what you are, and for what matter what you love, because they see it as disgustingly shameful and actually get sexually excited over that idea… I’m sure cross dressers, sissies and those actually going through feminization have learned to grow a thick skin, but still. I don’t think anyone would like the idea of even a beloved hobby, let alone a lifestyle, being seen as a bad joke to be engaged in only for the enjoyment of male humiliation.
Personally, I’m not into feminization. I don’t see myself as a girl inside and I have no desire to dress or act like one. I’m not attracted to guys either… though I’m sure my dwelling on this subject will make some wonder if I’m in some sort of denial LOL. It’s not that.
As a submissive male, I can understand the powerful effect of something like forced bi. Add to it forced feminization, and while dressing like a girl might not itself turn on the slave, the effect of being so “owned” by another person that she can transform you not just from free to property, but from male to female, is very powerful.
I have to say that being made to dress like a woman – really any degree of forced feminization – would be extremely humiliating to me. I mean that as no offense to the sissy crowd, it’s just that I am a man. A sissy sees himself as herself; not a man but a woman, so there is nothing humiliating there and that is “her” choice. I don’t see myself that way, but as someone experiencing male slave training, being so transformed would have a tremendous psychological effect. Female domination of a whole other kind, providing a deeper sense of objectification and loss of individuality through both embarrassment and replacement of identity with that chosen by another. Add forced bi to the feminization and the “dress” becomes more than just a surface coating but something extremely real. Being forced to be the “girl” in a bisexual act with another man, or a dominant woman armed with a strapon, is a level of vulnerability and submission men normally never face in sex.
Not done with this yet, I’ll post more later -
BTW, here’s a link to a Free Feminization Audio that Domina Amanda recorded.
October 16, 2008
Standing at 5’ 10” tall, Domina Amanda has a pair of long legs that are as close to perfect as reality can get. Of course her ass, hips, face and everything else are absolutely beautiful too, but I’ve been fixating a lot on her legs recently so my mind is caught. Look at the picture to the right, do you blame me? LOL. What a hot stocking tease that is, capped by a butt that was born for worship. Those legs are like a perfect path running up from sexy high heels, all the way to her amazing ass. I want to be that girl’s hands LOL.
And yes, that’s a picture of Domina Amanda and a slave girl she plays with, both with black stockings, high heels and not much else on. That hot ass belongs to our divine dominatrix, and I love the way her slave girl is softly caressing her owner’s butt. And that one leg up between Domina Amanda’s is so good. The angle she’s at makes it look like slave girl only has one leg though, odd LOL. That doesn’t stop me from imagining her leaning forward into her owner, rubbing up against Domina Amanda’s left leg, and riding it slowly as they kiss. I can’t tell if she’s wearing any panties, but my dirty mind wants to think not, and I bet rubbing along that stocking would make slave girl feel really good. A nice soft tease leading into the heavy sort of lesbian sexual domination Domina Amanda is known for.
On her femdom diary, Domina Amanda has a bunch of leg and stocking shots, some on her pictures page and others mixed throughout the blog. I keep cycling through them with this stupid grin on my face LOL. They just look so damn good and I can‘t help myself. I posted this one here because it’s cut off at the waist and so focused totally on the legs, stockings and ass that I’m all about right now. That and of course it’s a lesbian picture and what guy doesn’t love that?
Take another look at Domina Amanda’s butt, how lucky is that slave girl? And if you know our Domina you know how much she loves ass worship so that little slave girl is going to busy! LOL
What is it about nylon stockings that’s so damn sexy? I don’t have an answer, I just know they are. Just like thigh high boots, and elbow length black gloves, things that tightly cover a woman’s extremities seem to be a total turn on to so many men. And it’s so easy for a woman to tease a man with her legs when she has a pair of stockings on. Legs in general catch a man’s eyes, if they’re well formed, but throw a pair of sexy stockings on them and it’s like a magnet. High heels accent curves and make a woman’s legs look even more graceful, that I understand. But nylon stockings I can’t fully explain, I just know I have a fetish for them. That and a leg fetish, ass fetish….. the list goes on LOL.
September 28, 2008
As those of you who follow the life of Domina Amanda know, she owns a number of personal slaves, including one that she lives with. The others are all local to her, ready to serve her call. She has written a number of articles about them on her female domination diary, and even recorded some femdom audio stories about things she has done with them.
She lives with a female sex slave she calls her “puppy slut.” More than just a nickname for this girl, the title describes just what kind of training she is under – that of a puppy slave with the added intention of existing only for sexual use. Nothing else. A life of constant uninhibited sexuality, restricted only by lesbian domination at the hands of her lovely female owner.
A puppy slave is trained to behave and perform as its name suggests – a human puppy. Often they are not allowed to speak, excepting in the appropriate animal sounds, or even allowed to walk upright, instead having to crawl or walk bent over with their hands held towards their chests. Fed in bowls, sleeping in kennels or on mats, sometimes even caged, always collared and walked on leashes, playing fetch, you get the idea.
In the case of Domina Amanda’s puppy slave, she seems to be mixing this idea with that of a female sex slave in absolute form. From what she has written, this girl “exists only for sex” with her one standing command being “to always be beautiful, arousing, and highly sexual”.
Puppy slut is not allowed to wear clothes (though sometimes Domina Amanda does dress her in lingerie, thigh high boots, stockings, and other sexual things like that), she is collared at all times, and serves no other purpose than having sex. She is not allowed to perform any service that doesnt involve some sort of sexual activity. She doesnt cook, clean or anything like that. She isnt even allowed to fully take care of herself. She is strictly a puppy to play with sexually.
Puppy slut is bisexual, or at the very least forced to be since Domina Amanda does command her to have sex with male slaves. From what she has said about this girl, puppy is open to bondage sex, anal sex and gangbang, and Domina Amanda enjoys watching her slut get used in this way. By what is said about her she is very good at oral sex and loves to use her mouth.
Many of the posts and femdom audio clips written about her state that puppy slave is excellent at facesitting and ass worship. Since this is a fetish that Domina Amanda is known to love it is clear why she has given this girl such a favored status as her constant live in pet. Obviously she has received plenty of practice and training in ass worship but she also seems to be a natural when it comes to facesitting. Domina Amanda sings this girl’s praises and appears to have lesbian domination sex with this girl very often, though sometimes she does torture the girl by leaving her in sexual denial for days on end. This she does in order to enjoy her whimpering pleas and the results of her desperate need when finally allowed physical contact with her owner again. Domina Amanda’s tastes in femdom can be so cruel in so sexy a way.
In writing about this I have to try not to think too much LOL. Every time I read something Domina Amanda writes about her puppy slave it gets me going way too much. And she writes about it in such a dirty, sexual way that it cant help but tease anyone reading it. The femdom audio clips she’s done about this girl are amazingly hot.
August 20, 2008
I’ve been away the last few weeks, which is why I haven’t added anything here in almost a month. This is a great time of year to travel and I was lucky enough to be able to mix pleasure with business, so it was a beauty. But now that I’m back my attention will be on my duties here more. I don’t really have any femdom stories from my trip – it wasn’t that kind of travel and I’m a bit timid when it comes to acting out my fetish fantasies. That’s the big hurdle of my sex life, at least when it comes to BDSM stuff.
I decided to add one of my favorite pictures of Domina Amanda to the sidebar of my blog. I absolutely love this profile shot, as it shows off her beautiful curves so wonderfully, while still leaving enough to the imagination. Her ass looks so amazing there, as does her waist, and her taller than average height is made clear as is her obvious beauty. Such a perfect vision of female body worship.
I have a picture of her in a pair of long leather gloves that I want to add soon. I love how hot she looks in leather, and there’s something so right about elbow or shoulder length gloves on a dominatrix. Sexy and elegant, while very dominant, they are definitely high on my fetish list. And Domina Amanda does such cruel femdom things when she’s wearing a pair of long leather gloves.
Thinking about it gives me this vision of her standing there before a tightly bound male slave, slowly putting each glove on. Letting the leather slide up her arm, then using her other hand to smooth it and work each finger in tightly. Taking her sweet time to really let this whole ominous effect sink in for the watching male slave. This cruel smile on her face through it all, that of a dominatrix who knows exactly what she is planning for you, and wants you to suffer the anticipation as long as she pleases.
Sadly my own dopey fears would hold me back from being that male slave myself. Best I can hope for is reading about such things, or maybe seeing them in femdom pictures, and then having my own fetish fantasies based on them where I am bold enough to fully enjoy the BDSM scene myself.
A note on Domina Amanda’s femdom stories – she just finished her latest, a twelve part description of a mixed real life femdom session and domination phone sex call. This is the link to the final post – strapon domination.
July 25, 2008
Most of the femdom stories Domina Amanda shares are things taken from her actual life (like the series of lesbian domination stories she is currently writing about her puppy slave on her blog right now), and these constitute a sizeable portion of her blog. But she does occasionally write some fictional femdom stories, such as the series of giantess tales she wrote for Giantess Island (an expanded version of one of these she recently added to her diary also).
There is another blog I have found that is somewhat like my own – one owned by a fellow admirer of Domina Amanda. Instead of writing about his experiences with her, or details about her life as I and others have done, this one is dedicated strictly to femdom stories involving her.
There isn’t much on it yet, but what is there is excellent – a long lesbian domination story that is a fictionalized retelling of a night Domina Amanda spent in an NYC BDSM club. She spoke of this night on her blog, telling of how an auction was held there that night and a dominatrix friend of hers won an inexperienced female slave for the evening, who she then took up on the main stage for a public bondage performance.
The femdom story is an imagined version of what else could have happened that night, blending real events with fictional embellishment. Written by Domina Amanda, the basis for the story is a real girl that caught her eye that evening at the BDSM club – the nervous companion of the young slave girl who was won by Domina Amanda’s dominatrix friend. In her femdom diary she mentioned her attractive this girl was, but preoccupied with other things that evening, she never actually did anything with her. The story follows a “what if” scenario from there – what if she had not just approached the girl, but followed fully through with her desire, leaving the young wannabe female slave with no choice but to submit to both slavery and lesbian domination.
The story is incomplete but you can read the 6 chapters that are done here – femdom stories