Long Leather Gloves and Femdom CBT
July 12, 2008
The latest in Domina Amanda’s collection of femdom stories and BDSM reflections is building very nicely (this is the link to the latest in the series – femdom CBT). Just like I was saying a few days ago, as I read the first three parts of the story I could tell things were going to go extreme in not time at all, and that is exactly what’s happened. Leave that cruel dominatrix alone with a bound slave and you know she’s gonna go all femdom sadism on him in no time. Give her an audience and the torture is gonna get brutal for sure.
Right now it’s gone femdom CBT. No sex toys yet, just her leather gloves crushing, twisting and pulling. I love it but it makes me cringe too. That and the heavy rope bondage. The image she puts in my head of that female domination scene is so hot.
Watching something like that, or reading about it turns me on so much, but I can’t imagine having such torture 
done to me. To me, what’s down there seems too fragile, and yet I have witnessed seriously brutal CBT before, and the capacity for the male genitalia to take punishment is beyond what one would expect. Maybe it’s that sense of threat and impossibility that gets a rise out of me, I don’t know but I like it and admit the BDSM fetish attracts me. The thought of being her helpless bondage slave gets my heart pounding. Think too much and my head spins. But I think that if I ever met Domina Amanda I would coward out. I know she is coming back to NYC this Fall, and will be making an appearance at the femdom dungeon of that dominatrix friend of hers I’ve written about here.
I will continue the posts about Domina Amanda’s past in a couple days. Until then visit her femdom diary to read more about her from her - Domina Amanda – she posts like mad to that thing. Not dozens of posts weekly, but frequent and long.
Here’s a blog by a hot young stripper. She’s a fetish model too so there are lots of pictures of her up on it… most of them of her in leather thigh high boots.
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Domina Amanda – cruel femdom BDSM desires
June 24, 2008
And so with the support of the dominatrix friend she had long worked for, Domina Amanda set out to open her own femdom dungeon in NYC. A BDSM house that she would preside over, served by her personal slaves, and worshipped by those seeking the blessing of an audience.
It was here, in this new dungeon, that the “demoness” which had long been acknowledged within Domina Amanda, had the opportunity to design a femdom BDSM atmosphere that fit her dark desires and cruel tastes. Never intended as anything more than her personal domain, the dungeon wasn’t created with commercial BDSM concerns in mind, but rather to indulge her love of female domination in the form of her own kind of sadistic perversion.
Stories told of this place hint at a shadowy enclosure, presenting a series of rooms each more ominous than the last. Chambers dedicated to specific fetishes within the realm of BDSM – a pink room for sissy boys to experience the feminization they longed for, a vault for extreme forms of bondage and captivity, a cold metal and glass cell for cruel femdom interrogation and deep probing medical exams. Also, a small box set into one wall. Soundproofed, encased in metal and wood, and of a size barely able to hold a man – an oubliette that a slave could be sealed in, with the door locking into the wall so seamlessly that an outsider would not even know it was there. “A place to be forgotten,” the slave literally left sealed into the wall for as long as the dark dominatrix desired.
The final compartment was the largest, designed in compliment to her love of long, single tail whips. Rectangular in shape, with the windows heavily covered, the walls of this last room were lined with an assortment of hand crafted whips and other similar creations and instruments, almost all of the leather that she prefers. At one end of the room, a St. Andrew’s Cross. At the other, a wood and leather horse. And in the center of the room, a set of chains hanging from a support beam suitable for suspension. It is here that she is said to have spent most of her time in femdom session. Some say that at times she even slept here amongst her beloved whips.
As a dominatrix, her tastes in BDSM are known to be many and varied, but all focused on the dominant role which is her absolute. The whip is a beloved specialty of hers, and her talents with this instrument were often featured at femdom parties and fetish appearances. This personal femdom dungeon, served well as a place for her to further hone and develop her natural skill with this instrument of cruel pleasure. It also took her to another level in professional female domination, while obviously furthering her exploration of her own personality and sexuality.
(Domina Amanda has also written a femdom fantasy detailing a more extreme, nightmare realm she dreams of ruling over – BDSM Stories.)
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Even during her earliest sexual experiences with other girls, BDSM played a part in Domina Amanda’s sexuality. For just over ten years now, she has been interested and involved in various forms of femdom BDSM. Starting with simple things – first lesbian sex with her taking the dominant role, then the inclusion of degrees of clear female domination and bondage, on to more sadistic forms of femdom play when she began experimenting with boys – this interest grew from something she enjoyed with partners who shared her tastes (and often ones introduced to them by her)… to active participation in the NYC BDSM community by her late teens.
From the start she embraced the dominant role in her sex life, taking control of her partners in the bedroom or demanding their deference to her will before engaging in any sexual acts. Seen more as fun play when her sexuality first began to awaken, she didn’t hesitate to embrace the inclinations she had, both in terms of her bisexuality, and her enjoyment of femdom style sexual activities. Experimentation, lack of inhibition, a perversely creative mind and growing exposure to BDSM quickly fed her impulses and opened doors to their further exploration.
Domina Amanda says that at first this (female domination) was nothing she thought out, but just something she did, something that felt right and ran its own course (both in a sexual sense and in how she behaved in general towards other people at all times). She never thought twice about her behavior, deciding that if it felt right to her, then it was right for her, and that only her opinion on the matter was important.
Later when she was first with boys, her understanding of her sexual inclinations grew even more – in terms of true BDSM play and femdom structures. Her interest in them at first was more curiosity, and her sense of female superiority had already shown itself in how she had treated them throughout the years of her early education (she admits to being something of a bully). When experimenting with them sexually, she set demands on those she chose to enjoy which they had to obey if they wanted to be with her – her then using then to whatever degree she wanted, if at all. Bondage was something she required of girls before, but it was here, with boys, that she really began to develop and refine her interest in femdom and associated sexual acts collected under BDSM, particularly sadism.
By her late teens Domina Amanda had started going to BDSM clubs and began participating in femdom scenes both publicly and privately. Her own exhibitionist tendencies lead to many displays of public femdom performances at this time, which brought her the attention of some more serious people in the local BDSM community, including some within the lesbian dominatrix circle. Invitations to private female domination parties followed, along with relationships with more serious submissives of both sexes, sometimes multiple male and female slaves held in bondage and chastity at the same time by her personally.
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