Forced Sissy Slut Stories – Domina Amanda Is Writing Again

A few months back I did a post on the subject of femdom forced bi stories and the effect they have on men who love them, particularly male slave boys like myself. I was looking at how guys who aren’t normally turned on by homosexuality, somehow get very much aroused when the forced femdom element is added into the equation.

In it I used as an example a series of forced sissy stories that was then being written by Domina Amanda. It’s not really correct to call them “stories” because they tell of actual events involving Domina Amanda and a sissy slut she forced into being a whore. Things are centered on a single night where she took this slut out to a BDSM club and sold her off cheap to a bunch of different men who wanted to use her ass and mouth. And of course, every single drop of cum is left inside of her or on her face.

The stories are told in a series of chapters where the scenes of forced prostitution get progressively more heavy and graphic. She doesn’t hold back in the telling and you can tell she enjoys sharing every dirty detail. This poor little sissy slut is treated like a total sex object, passed around from man to man to be bent over and savagely used. And of course, every single drop of cum that pours out of their cocks is left either inside of her or on her slut face.

When I posted the original link to these sissy stories, Domina Amanda was about 7 chapters into the telling, but she soon after stopped in the middle of what happened. The holidays and her traveling threw things off for a while but I have good news -

She has recently picked up where she left off and added two new chapters  to the series, telling of the third and biggest cock this sissy slut had to take up her ass that night. In it, not only does the guy cum deep inside of her, but she also blows a couple of powerful anal orgasm herself due to the heavy pounding she receives, one from her boy clit and the other from deep in her ass. It’s a very rough forced anal sex scene, with her pinned against a wall, lifted off the ground by this guy’s big cock slamming into her ass.

All of this happens in a dirty alley alongside the BDSM club, while the guy’s friend watches and jerks off. When the big cock is done with her, the other guy walks up and dumps his load on her slut face.

Domina Amanda has made it clear that a lot more happened to this whore that night and there will be many more chapters to come.

This is a link to the start of the series -

Free Link – Sissy Slut Stories – “Whore Pimped Out On A Leash”

NOTE – Sadly this link is down – Domina is moving her site currently. I will fix it when her update is done.

If you’ve missed anything you should really start at the beginning. Otherwise, Domina Amanda links each part together so you can easily skip ahead to where you left off.

I wouldn’t write a post singing the praises of these forced sissy stories unless I thought they were damn hot and well worth you enjoying. And also, I’m hoping new chapters will soon come telling us more about this dirty sissy whore and all the cum that gets dumped in her.

- maleslave

Medical Fetish Pictures of Domina Amanda

Domina Amanda has posted a number of new pictures to her female domination diary. They were taken at a Halloween party she participated in this year. She allowed me to post a small part of one here. A link to others is at the bottom of this post.

The party was femdom themed of course, with rooms dedicated to all different fetish fantasies. As one of the ladies asked by the hostesses to help run things, Domina Amanda took control of the medical fetish room with two of her dominatrix friends. Fitting this theme, the room was designed to mimic a medical clinic transformed into a BDSM torture chamber for cruel examinations, forced treatments and femdom interrogation. Domina Amanda told me that night that she intended to give medical fetish novices the shock of their lives, pushing things to the very edge of the femdom party’s limits.

The pictures were taken before the fetish party began, so the lighting is clear. In them, Domina Amanda is dressed as a nurse, preparing for a forced feminization session centered on the administration of hormonal injections to a sissy boy beginning his transformation into a female.

She told me this forced feminization session began with the sissy boy being dragged into the medical clinic for a thorough examination. Stripped naked and held down by the room’s two “slave guards”, the boy’s body was then shaved and cleaned, including a deep enema as fits the medical fetish theme of the chamber. From there he was anally abused until docile enough to begin the administration of his hormonal injections. Then, made to dress as a girl in heels, fishnets, a slutty dress, wig and makeup, “she” was forced to suck the cock of one of the guards while the other took “her“ ass, right there on the medical examination table. A nice forced bi ending to this boy’s forced feminization.

She has said that this was only one of the fetish outfits she wore that night, but the pictures were taken early on when the lights were still up, so these were the best “posed” ones. She mentions a latex officer’s outfit she wore during a femdom interrogation that occurred later on. Through deft application of the cruel potentials of medical fetish play, the disobedient slave boy was systematically broken and made to talk.

You can find the rest of the pictures on Domina Amanda’s website here – Medical Fetish Pictures

(Her site is moving – I will post updated links when it is ready and she sends me the info)

Femdom Forced Bi Stories – Effect on a Male Slave

I was talking about feminization and sissy training, and drifted into the more masochistic male slave forms of these things, like forced crossdressing and forced bi sexuality.

Motivations for feminization are obviously unique to the individual. While some are men who truly want to become women – which maybe we could say is the “pure” form of female transformation – others are into it from a strictly sexual stance; masochistic and often inclusive of some kind of forced bi. Not all of these in the latter case actually enjoy feminization for what it is supposed to be about – they don’t want to be women – many enjoy it for the male humiliation and strong feelings of submission. (Though I should also add that there are plenty of crossdressers who are also submissive and masochistic enjoying both sissy femdom play and feminization.)

I think it’s the same way with forced bi fantasies and the attraction to stories with such themes. When you add femdom to any of this, you don’t necessary have to be otherwise into bi sex acts to enjoy it all. Like forced feminization, the femdom component is the main thrill for many – a woman forcing your to do what she wants, not matter how extreme. Masochism and submission, rather than primarily bisexuality. In fact for those that are truly straight, being made to dress like a woman and perform bi sex acts on another man is tremendously humiliating and demeaning. But instead of being just revolting and shameful, and thus loathsome, those negative feelings end up being sexually exciting, as they turn into intense sexual pleasure to the masochistic male slave. It’s the femdom component and the necessary masochistic inclinations of the one being made to perform.

That’s not to say that all guys into forced bi play aren’t hiding something. I’m sure plenty of guys who are into these things are probably bisexual but don’t want to fully face that. But through this kind of femdom forced bi, the guy can live out his bisexual fantasies without having to admit the truth fully to himself. He can fall back on the “forced” component – “she made me do it” – while consciously seeing his attraction to be only to the beautiful dominatrix – a female – and his want to be her slave and do as she commands him.

As a male slave, I can see the fetish attraction to both forced feminization and forced bi. Such a complete and shocking sense of being owned and having no control at all. When one thinks of female domination they think of bondage, whips and a cruel dominatrix in leather. This is so much more than femdom torture or punishment in those mundane senses, this is transformation beyond male slavery. In that way it is exciting to me, even if I don’t want to dress like a girl, and it’s perhaps even more masochistically exciting for that exact reason. Even if it’s not something I’d probably subject myself to, femdom forced bi stories and tales of similiar theme are still very arousing for reasons I’ve said.

Domina Amanda is writing a series of  stories about a sissy slut she has. In them, she isn’t forcing the slave to be a girl, but is turning him/her into a whore. I admit something like that is very hot to me, and the scenes she describes in her story as the sissy whore begins to service men has a very hot quality to it (I put a link to it at the bottom of this post). Something like forced bi cock sucking, or anal sex – the idea of how shockingly submissive and degrading that is; such an extreme sense of female domination and abject male slavery. I guess you could say that while I’ve never looked at men that way, and the idea of that alone does nothing for me, I do look at dominant women that way - the dominatrix would be the focus, and it would be her that was doing the things to me.

Would I do it by pure choice? No, because I don’t want to dress up like a sissy and I am straight (and homosexuality on its own turns me off – no offense). But if I was made to do it by a dominatrix like Amanda, that would be different. The turn on would be how submissive the act is and how degrading. The other male is just an object – a sex toy being used by her, and the bi sex is a form of masochistic torture – something the male slave is being subjected to. You aren’t really being that much of a slave if everything you do is totally what you want to. It’s when you do things you never would, because a hot fetish dominatrix commands it, that you really feel your slavery. And the more extreme is it, as in the case of forced bi, the more deeply that submission and masochism is felt. Not saying it’s something you start off with, it’s better for those already deeply into their male slave training.

Whatever the case femdom forced bi stories are intensely hot displays of dominance and submission. All the more so if the male slave is straight and even replused by bisexuality.

Here’s the link to that story I told you about earlier, it’s Part 7 in a series, and is really hot and dirty. You can find the other chapters on linked to it -

Free Link - Forced Bi Stories - ”Whore Bent Over In An Alley“

NOTE – This link is currently inactive – Domina Amanda is moving her site. I will update the link when she is settled.

One of My Favorite Pictures of Domina Amanda

I’ve been away the last few weeks, which is why I haven’t added anything here in almost a month. This is a great time of year to travel and I was lucky enough to be able to mix pleasure with business, so it was a beauty. But now that I’m back my attention will be on my duties here more. I don’t really have any femdom stories from my trip – it wasn’t that kind of travel and I’m a bit timid when it comes to acting out my fetish fantasies. That’s the big hurdle of my sex life, at least when it comes to BDSM stuff.

I decided to add one of my favorite pictures of Domina Amanda to the sidebar of my blog. I absolutely love this profile shot, as it shows off her beautiful curves so wonderfully, while still leaving enough to the imagination. Her ass looks so amazing there, as does her waist, and her taller than average height is made clear as is her obvious beauty. Such a perfect vision of female body worship. 

I have a picture of her in a pair of long leather gloves that I want to add soon. I love how hot she looks in leather, and there’s something so right about elbow or shoulder length gloves on a dominatrix. Sexy and elegant, while very dominant, they are definitely high on my fetish list. And Domina Amanda does such cruel femdom things when she’s wearing a pair of long leather gloves.

Thinking about it gives me this vision of her standing there before a tightly bound male slave, slowly putting each glove on. Letting the leather slide up her arm, then using her other hand to smooth it and work each finger in tightly. Taking her sweet time to really let this whole ominous effect sink in for the watching male slave. This cruel smile on her face through it all, that of a dominatrix who knows exactly what she is planning for you, and wants you to suffer the anticipation as long as she pleases.

Sadly my own dopey fears would hold me back from being that male slave myself. Best I can hope for is reading about such things, or maybe seeing them in femdom pictures, and then having my own fetish fantasies based on them where I am bold enough to fully enjoy the BDSM scene myself.

A note on Domina Amanda’s femdom stories – she just finished her latest, a twelve part description of a mixed real life femdom session and domination phone sex call. This is the link to the final post – strapon domination.

Forced Lesbian Domination Story

Most of the femdom stories Domina Amanda shares are things taken from her actual life (like the cruel bondage sex scene she is describing on her diary currently), and these constitute a sizeable portion of her blog. But she does occasionally  write some fictional femdom stories, such as the series of giantess tales she wrote for Giantess Island (an expanded version of one of these she recently added to her diary also).

There is another blog I have found that is somewhat like my own – one owned by a fellow admirer of Domina Amanda. Instead of writing about his experiences with her, or details about her life as I and others have done, this one is dedicated strictly to femdom stories involving her.

There isn’t much on it yet, but what is there is excellent – a long lesbian domination story that is a fictionalized retelling of a night Domina Amanda spent in an NYC BDSM club. She spoke of this night on her blog, telling of how an auction was held there that night and a dominatrix friend of hers won an inexperienced female slave for the evening, who she then took up on the main stage for a public bondage performance.

The femdom story is an imagined version of what else could have happened that night, blending real events with fictional embellishment. Written by Domina Amanda, the basis for the story is a real girl that caught her eye that evening at the BDSM club – the nervous companion of the young slave girl who was won by Domina Amanda’s dominatrix friend. In her femdom diary she mentioned her attractive this girl was, but preoccupied with other things that evening, she never actually did anything with her. The story follows a “what if” scenario from there – what if she had not just approached the girl, but followed fully through with her desire, leaving the young wannabe female slave with no choice but to submit to both slavery and lesbian domination.

The story is incomplete but you can read the 6 chapters that are done here – femdom stories

-maleslave

Feminization, Sissies, etc., What’s the “Why”?

I started writing my last post with the intention of talking about some of the sissy audio clips Domina Amanda has done, and then some of my own thoughts about feminization, sissies, fetish behavior relating to it. Or actually, not so much thoughts as questions.

That post turned into an epic, so I moved my rambling over here to a new entry.

Let me state first that everything I’ve written here is me, not me repeating anything Domina Amanda has said. This doesn’t really have anything to do with her. These are only my thoughts.

I’m not into feminization myself, and I’m not saying that to hide a closet attraction. I’m not making fun of the whole sissy boy thing either, but it does seem strange to me. I’m not planning to ridicule it or question its validity at all all, I’m really just wondering about it and those into it.

What makes them interested in this. I know for some its to do with nature, while others a sexual fetish, and perhaps for some it’s a mix of both. I don’t think my thoughts and questions are so much towards the general transgender crowd, I’ll try to explain what I’m thinking.

I suppose I can see why some guys are into dressing like women. Some might be gay or bisexual, others might have a shemale fantasy where they are sorta both (I think the correct word is transgender or transvestite but I‘ve never seen shemale as offensive personally, not that my opinion matters since I‘m not one. Makes me think of those Brazilian shemales that look better than many girls do. Guess when you want something you don‘t take it for granted like some, and work harder at what you desire), while there are those too who are born male but feel much more in common and comfortable with being female (I think that with all the variations nature creates we can‘t say such tendencies are always “choice“. It stands to reason some people would be born this way, just like so many other possibilities). So it might not be the usual thing we are used to, but I can’t say it makes no sense, especially if it makes sense to those doing it.

And I know that not all sissies or cross dressers, or even shemales are homosexual. Many are straight in that while they dress or behave like women, they aren’t attracted to men (though I guess that would make them gay in a sense, just sorta lesbian in a way?). I know I’m probably not phrasing things right or the way its supposed to be said, but it’s a complex issue and I’m not overly familiar with it.

And these people aren’t all sissies. That‘s a separate group under the same general heading. There is a similarity in their appreciation of the female, but to lump all together would be confuse things.

I guess it’s not that cross dresser or transgender seems odd to me. Those who want to be the opposite sex in a way that reflects women in the common way we see them every day. Like dressing and behaving as women really do. That makes sense in a way, because its something we see, and would fit the idea of someone who feels they are of that sex and what that sex really is.

It’s more the extreme or overblown version that is femme but not really female as we usually see it. Like I said I’m not seeking to make fun of it, more wondering what’s the attraction and where does it come from. I mean it’s not even really female its something female-like, so where does the attraction and idea come from.

Like the sissy little girl style thing. Grown men dressing up not so much like women but some kinda caricature of women where they are way overly femme and prissy, or even somewhat childlike in costume form. What is the “why” behind that. Like what’s the turn on and fascination, because I know that those who love this fetish really get into it deeply.

And there is such a range to what all of these people like. Sissy behavior being the common link, but some want it to be forced feminization mixed even with forced bisexual acts and sexual humiliation. While others don’t really get that much into sexual acts at all, being interested entirely with the dressing and behaving, with no intercourse. Just something done for themselves. It seems like it’s a very broad fetish.

And I wonder if the “forced” crowd really should be lumped in with the “choice” people. Like those into forced feminization, if its really the feminization that they are into or more the idea of humiliation, sexual domination and forced femdom activity.

While the ones who choose to be sissies, and get fully into all it entails by choice, if they are really the true “sissy” community, while the others are more BDSM.

I don’t know if there is internal conflict within the sissy community. I’m not trying to be funny, it’s just that within each general group there always seems to be factions that see things differently.

Like, is there conflict between that forced feminization group who seems to like it more femdom, sexual and even humiliating, and then those who are more lifestyle-ish? Do the lifestyle-ish people feel the BDSM types are a mockery of what they are in some way?

Like I keep saying, I’m not trying to insult anyone, so if my phrasing is off, don’t read it that way because that’s not how it’s meant. I’m into things people call “sick” so I’m not gonna start throwing stones at anyone (like femdom cbt).

I know Domina Amanda has written things about both forced feminization and true sissy training, usually from a very sexual viewpoint as would fit a femdom blog. But when talking to actual people she naturally treats each as an individual, beyond just sexual domination and fetish play.

I know her move to San Francisco was partly motivated by a transgender friend she has and works with. She said something once about the only men she truly respects on a level anywhere close to her own are ones born in a man’s body, but with the soul of a female.

(I‘ve noticed also that the shemale references she has made have always been from the stance of domination and shemale dominatrix, like that shemale enforcer she wrote about in one of her BDSM stories. I think she likes their company and sharing slaves with them).

But when I’ve asked her things like this she tends to say the best people to ask are people who are this themselves. They deserve the respect of being allowed to explain how they feel, if they want to, without anyone outside trying to define or limit them, no matter what the intention. Just be open minded and remember that there are always people who will think what you are into is just as weird as what you might think they are.

She gets hostile around negativity towards this subject because I think she has a transsexual friend who was hurt in some way, but that‘s none of my business. It‘s just a guess off of reactions I‘ve seen her have to idiots in some chat rooms.

Well, anyway, that’s what I was thinking about today and I wrote it all off the top of my head as I am sure you can tell. I’ll probably have a bunch of people telling me what I’ve said isn’t “correct” but that’s fine. I’m not trying to define anything, just wondering so people saying constructive things isn’t a problem.

And the title to this post – In no way do I expect to find a single “why” out there, nor do I think there is one. People have all different reasons and personalities.

- maleslave

Sissy Fetish Audio Clips and Femdom Feminization Stories

Domina Amanda has written and recorded a bunch of  sissy audio samples for one of the girlie fetish forums. Some are forced feminization with femdom strapon sex, while others are sissy cross dressing, transformation, modeling, that kinda stuff. She’s written posts describing each one in her diary, and they’ve been collected here – sissy school - so click this link if you want to look and listen to them all.

I know Domina Amanda likes sissies very much (she‘s extremely open minded, as I suppose someone that deeply into female domination and BDSM would have to be). She currently has a sissy maid that lives near her and is often in her home. This is a practice she says she cannot do without, and no matter where she is living she always searches for a good sissy maid to oversee the domestic tasks in her home. She’s often said no dominatrix should be without at least one.

This most recent one is a Victorian style maid she’s had for I think more than a year now, and is so deeply along in feminization that Domina Amanda only refers to her in the feminine “she/her“. I know she speaks highly of the formal dinners her maid prepares and serves for special occasions. This one I think is bisexual, though I know he/she is kept in chastity most of the time.

One of Domina Amanda’s older audio clips can be found here -
Sissy Audio – Sweetie is a Pink Panty Tease Model

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SPECIAL ANNOUNCEMENT - I just wrote a new post with links to THREE MORE feminization recordings Domina Amanda has done.

These new clips are much more graphic than the one linked above, and as usual, Domina Amanda not only provides direct links to each audio but also writes more about the slut that inspired it.

You can find these 3 new clips through here – free sissy audio stories

A slut being trained as a whore… forced cock sucking… and a tight virgin boy pussy is popped… these new clips are really hot and totally free!

Domina Amanda – From NYC To San Francisco

Domina Amanda’s move to the San Francisco Bay Area is said to have been influenced by a mix of her want to continue her collegiate studies there on the grad level, her new BDSM business commitments with people living in the area (she is part owner in a major scene related website), and her want to spend some time in another part of the country. San Francisco also held the added attraction of having its own strong femdom BDSM scene, something she first experienced in that city’s form during past visits to participate in the Folsom Street Fair. She has said that she intends to move back to NYC in the future, but her current commitments require her to stay at least the rest of this year in California.

She is not currently working as a dominatrix (in the sense of owning or working for a prefessional femdom dungeon), since her time in grad school and at work occupies much of her time. But she’s still deeply involved with the BDSM community, having a number of personal slaves that live locally and one bisexual puppy girl that is with her at all times – “it’s only proper for the superior female to be surrounded by those meant to serve her… and it’s only natural for the dominant female to do what she was born to – dominate. Just as it’s only natural for the masses to do what they were born to – be my slaves ~laughs~.”

At the invitation of a friend, she recently began doing femdom phone sex again as a further outlet for her own sexual fantasies and compulsions. Her strong sex drive and uninhibited approach to enjoying it is part of why she thinks she could never live in the country, as much as she thinks it’s nice there. Diversity of people and sexual outlets are a must for her, and she has the constant drive to meet and “explore” new “possibilities” (“possibilities” being what she calls other human beings that she chooses to explore through sexual domination). “There are all different kinds of people out there… it isn’t that some are good and some bad… it’s just a matter of figuring out how best you can use them for your own pleasure. Bad people are only bad because they are in need of someone to put them in their place. No slave is worthless, you just have to know how to exploit them in a way that makes them worthwhile to you ~grinz~.”

Domination phone sex is something she has been involved with in the past, and it was her great knowledge and notoriety in the BDSM community that led to her being offered a job as a private contractor with the company she now works with. Due to the depth of her real life experiences, she has quickly grown to be one of the most popular Mistresses involved there, and one of the top sexual domination operators.

Domina Amanda sees domination phone sex as an interesting variation on the real face-to-face thing. The primary attraction for her is the nature of the medium and possible content. The nature of the medium – world wide phone network – allows an incredible variety of callers from all over the planet, and a near endless source of new people to “violate and corrupt”. In terms of content, since domination phone sex is largely fetish fantasy, the possibilities can go further into the extreme, not just what is being done, but where and how. Cruel femdom torture sessions on the phone can be held to realistic limits, or founded in completely fanciful stories that would be impossible to do in real life. Whatever the case, the medium presents its own set of options for sexual domination that she feels any dominatrix would at the very least find interesting.

She is also writing an online diary where she shares her experiences and opinions on BDSM and female domination. These experiences are often related through the telling of femdom stories taken from things she has done in her life. Not really written in a true story form, they are more glimpses into her cruel mind, shared in a very conversational style (though she has written some fictional femdom stories too, like her giantess tales and those of her alter-ego – Demoness Amanda, BDSM stories).

- maleslave

Long Leather Gloves and Femdom CBT

The latest in Domina Amanda’s collection of femdom stories and BDSM reflections is building very nicely (this is the link to the latest in the series – femdom CBT). Just like I was saying a few days ago, as I read the first three parts of the story I could tell things were going to go extreme in not time at all, and that is exactly what’s happened. Leave that cruel dominatrix alone with a bound slave and you know she’s gonna go all femdom sadism on him in no time. Give her an audience and the torture is gonna get brutal for sure.

Right now it’s gone femdom CBT. No sex toys yet, just her leather gloves crushing, twisting and pulling. I love it but it makes me cringe too. That and the heavy rope bondage. The image she puts in my head of that female domination scene is so hot.

Watching something like that, or reading about it turns me on so much, but I can’t imagine having such torture done to me. To me, what’s down there seems too fragile, and yet I have witnessed serious femdom CBT before, and the capacity for the male genitalia to take punishment is beyond what one would expect. Maybe it’s that sense of threat and impossibility that gets a rise out of me, I don’t know but I like it and admit the BDSM fetish attracts me. The thought of being her helpless bondage slave gets my heart pounding. Think too much and my head spins. But I think that if I ever met Domina Amanda I would coward out. I know she is coming back to NYC this Fall, and will be making an appearance at the femdom dungeon of that dominatrix friend of hers I’ve written about here.

I will continue the posts about Domina Amanda’s past in a couple days. Until then visit her femdom diary to read more about her from her - Domina Amanda – she posts like mad to that thing. Not dozens of posts weekly, but frequent and long.

Here’s a blog by a hot young stripper. She’s a fetish model too so there are lots of pictures of her up on it… most of them of her in leather thigh high boots.

- maleslave

Cruel Femdom Story

Right now on her blog, Domina Amanda is talking about a recent femdom BDSM session she had with one of her personal sex slaves, while a dominatrix phone sex caller listened in on speaker phone. The story started off good with her describing the two slaves and what she enjoys doing to them, but it’s getting really good now, full of lots of the cruel femdom details as she really gets into the bondage scene.

Domina Amanda’s femdom BDSM stories are always about things she has really done. They’re more reflections and experiences than they are stories really. Best parts arent even when she describes what she did, but how into it she was. This beautiful dominatrix (this guy talks to her a lot and tries to find out more details about things she mentions in her femdom diary, then he posts them to his with her permission) talking about how the cruel things she’s doing to some slave gets her off. How much she likes to make men scream and suffer sexually, using them so throughly that they are unable to move when she is done with them. And as you read her words you can feel the devious smile that’s on her face, and sadistic joy in her eyes as she remembers the moment she is talking about. Her attitude so fits what she looks like, and what she is into.

You can find this BDSM story here – cruel femdom. It’s in 3 parts right now and looks like at least one or two more to go. The primary themes are a mix of rope bondage, voyeurism, and sexual domination. It would appear that the next chapter is going to see some femdom CBT, and she has already played with one of those leather whips she loves so much. And the male slave that is with her is of course “suffering” under some tight rope bondage, as one would expect from Domina Amanda.

Best part for me is the end of the latest post, but I’ll shut up there. I like it when she gets all cruel femdom on helpless slaves, but I’m such a coward myself. Weird how someone can be so turend on by sexual domination, femdom BDSM and everything like that, and yet totally frozen when it comes to taking the leap into being the target of the abuse I love to imagine. All I’ve been able to do so far is make dominatrix phone sex calls, read BDSM erotica and watch femdom themed movies, besides my own fetish fantasies. I like some crazy stuff so I think it’s probably best I stop there LOL. When I say my thing is cruel femdom I’m not joking.

- maleslave